And, I don't know how I feel about it. I jokingly talk about this adventure with my co-worker who disclosed that she was also dating a younger boy. In the moment, I think it is fun and youthful and no pressure of getting married or taking things too seriously. It is a nice break from talking about work, where I see myself five years from now, having children, etc. We talk about fun things and do normal teenage stuff. I like it, because I didn't start dating until I was 19. I say that it is just for fun, but I genuinely like this guy and he makes me feel like it is reciprocated somehow.
His name is Adam, and I met him last November 2014, when he was still 19, after talking on OkCupid for a few weeks. I feel so old. I immediately informed him that I am transgender, and it didn't bother him one bit. Of course, I am a bit cautious about younger boys, because they are in the age of exploration and their hormones are raging. But, I gave him a chance. I am glad I did.
He is very sweet, and he is a very passionate lover. He likes to please, and that is the best thing about him. I feel so bad, because I am always so busy and whenever I see him, it is all about the intimate stuff. He said I gave him the impression that it was just sex, but I explained to him that it is not at all. Nursing school and working keeps me busy, but I do genuinely want to get to know him more and more. Of course, we cannot fight the urge to be intimate, because we both have needs... To be continued.
xoxo,
Jas
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