And, here I am at 26, cynical about finding love. I admit. I have my walls up, because it is really hard to read people, especially when I was so trusting, and now it is hard for me to decipher what is true or not. Everyone is fucking getting married, and here I am still looking for what love really means. Of course, there was that love-at-first-sight feeling that I felt with David, but never with my previous ex. I guess that is why it never really worked. It always felt forced. I am rambling. I watch all these movies or shows where characters are getting engaged and married, and I cannot help but think when I am ever going to go through that. I want to get married and have kids, but I don't want to settle either.I want to meet the guy who wants to make me happy and mean it.
xoxo,
Jas
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